What's right isn't always fair.

 

    They always say that doing what's right is the only way to go with life yet I have my question. What's right for you, is also fair for me? Or the other person? Acting always kind and agreeable is fair if you get treated badly even If you're at fault? Is it fair for you to disrespect and lie to someone who helps you or to compete because you are afraid you're lack of aspect will show. 

   No wonder you stay silent then, no wonder you come to ask why after and hope for a change after doing what's right. Im tired of acts of foolishness, of playing pretend and having to keep my tongue at bay because you can't handle humiliation and connection, can't handle distance and differences.

    You hear my distant whispers of answers I can only allow myself to word.

-Dorkxoxo 

Tolerance leads to resentment

 

          It's difficult then you want to find balance in things or specifically in arguments. We question someone's authority or opinion , and it leads to a fight. All my life , the one trait i've been told to need for surving life should be patience and tolerance, but why is evryone silent on the toll it takes on your life;

       Expresssing our feelings is a must no one can erase nor stop, despite the modern world media and pressure. We're all expected to smile, wave and go on and ignore the shadows that lurk , untold emotions and thougths. Sadly, we don't realsie how tolerance of something we despise or get hurt from builds a new emotion. Hate and resentment, towards daily life, routine, work, and people that we could have solved issues long ago. Now , I'm too hopefull and I'm aware, the love and care I held for friends is now gone , long gone after I realised how I've must confused tolerence with silence. Silence that caused me to snap at uneeded moments. 

    After realising that quite lot of issues will remain in the tolerant or as I call silent, will only cause riots or unnecessary resentment and hate that will cause the humanity to suffer and add another problem to our plates. Though is comidic since we've already been lead by resentment by people whom haven't experienced tolerence or pressure. 

What do you think? Have you felt that tolarating and being patient has lead to resentment and unruly state of our world?

-Dorkxoxo 

Poem #2

I grasp your hand and it melts through my fingers, now all I have is melted wax dripping off my nail tips. 

The wax hot like it's an angry fire on my joints, the stinging clinging to grown into a feeling is what I've become after you fled. 

Took my fire and left me melted , now I have to wait for the wax to reform my candle , fight to lit it up again. 

My light never again the same, never warm like your ever vibrant embrace, caging me like as you pulled my oxygen out of my lungs, only to leave me like melted wax.

-Dorkxoxo 

Poem

From the stars above to the oceans light below , living away from your is the worst feeling that I've known.

Your deep gaze is soft like Orpheus song, a melting candle, his lullaby that hushes me away , to your bedding lies me down. 

Till i see your eyes in my dreams , will I feel blessed enough to throw up my words stuck like Eve's and Adam's fruit. 

Though, you left me for the underworlds winters presence, i shall wait for Kore's spring to come. 

Only then I know our love is true , kissing your lips won't stop me from it.

-Dorkxoxo 

The moons face

The moons colours are many , so is it's beauty. Never settling on one phase, it's always something different. Sometimes darker, paler, brighter n' fading of colour. Hiding it's face , too shy to show us but gradually embarrassing the varieties of colours and beauty it brings every night. We all look at the same moon yet we dream and aspire different things thank to the moon's light being a guide. Thought in the end we all share one similarity to the moon. The awe look it sees from us. No matter of the colour or brightness, how many clouds it hides behind of , we still cherish it. 

-Dorkxoxo

Banana peel allegory

 

Imagine you are walking along a path, and someone ahead of you is doing the same. Someone eats a banana and drops the waste—the peel—on the ground. You face two choices: the first is to ignore the peel, slip, pick yourself up, and walk away without warning or punishing the person responsible.The alternative is to pick up the piece of trash, severely punish the person responsible, and warn those following behind—thereby safeguarding both his own health and that of his fellow citizens. Now, imagine that the banana peel is not an inanimate piece of refuse, but rather a problem, a lie, a bad habit, or an illusion. How many people would dare to warn you? How many would tolerate such an act of dishonesty? Would you save the people who are unaware behind you? 

-Dorkxoxo 

Justice Vs Rightfulness Vs Equality

Justice/Rightfulness/ Equality 

Honestly, those three words have gotten so bundled up together we struggle to separate and make a clear definition for each one. So as a constant speaker , I will give my input. 

 Starting Justice these days is horrible, its corrupted and its only beneficial to the ones with money for lawyers or to bribe the world from your mistakes. It's mostly based on social morals and constructs we've as a society agreed upon. In order to keep harmony and strengthen the community with servicing justice to the ones who have been wronged and a lesson to anyone who desires to break and corrupt the community. But up till and today and possibly tomorrow, we've been altering the ways of justice in the modern world. Causing families to be separated, criminals to go roam the city and fear and suspicion to spread to our minds. Causing a gulf in society trust and safety. 

"And enact a law on my behalf: that whoever is incapable of sharing in justice and a sense of shame be put to death as a disease to the city." -Plato/Socrates.

Now Rightfulness is something more personal of moral. It's what you believe right and good for yourself to achieve, believe and follow. A personal book of rules that could clash with other people's ideas. You actually follow them because of habits you might have developed, of lessons you've learned and seek to develop. It's your virtue power you shape and take life. What is right for you won't be right for the next person and vise versa. 

Equality, even though rare, it's never been achieved believe it or not. In some way, someone somewhere will not be equal to you or anyone. Or you won't be equal to the person you admire. Sadly, equality over the pass of time has also been bought to gain it. Personally, I'll never understand how we got this bad , from everyone being at some point hopefully equal , to this , a world where you must bear your teeth to show desire to live better. 

 

-Dorkxoxo